A strong call of Nature

I feel like nature is calling me, she whispers gently in my ears, she touches my hair softly with the ocean breeze. She is calling me back home, she sees my lost eyes, a void that hasn’t been sparkling. She tells me I have run away before, I wanted to see what was out there, I wanted to experience it all.

I have been running in circles for a much longer time than I know. I have seen ancient cities, wars, banquets and all. I have felt many feelings for centuries on and on. I have touched, and played and danced, I have created and I have died. I have been hurt, ohh so many times. I had my fun and I had my time, to go out and see what it was all about. I have forgotten for a while that I was away from home.

Nature came this morning to remind me of the sweet abode, to paint my skin with her warm arms and tell me everything is alright. I was held, embraced, I received her sweet care. She invited me to drop all the heavy luggage I’ve been carrying from my journeys, all the struggles, all the ideas and the pretensions.

She bathed me until I was no longer dirty, I was naked and light. I would rise with her sunshine every morning, she would put me into bed every night. I knew I could count on her with no doubt, she gave me this incredible trust. She came this morning to remind me, I no longer need to fight. Survival is no longer the way to live this holy life, it is time for me to drop all the concepts and remember how high I can fly.

I am a grown up, even if I deny it, and that’s also alright. Nature will still hold me, until the day I die. She came to me this morning, to remind me, just like that, to open my eyes and see the beauty that is here all around.

Everyday a miracle, every night a new dream. ‘Come back home’ she told me with the most tender voice. She is the Mother of all mothers, she is the protector. She is calling us back home. I have for sure ignored her before, but not now, not anymore. The walk back home will happen, even if it’s not what I want. I surrender to this calling, it is time to go back home.