Freedom as we are

In order to find myself I had to die. Not physically die, rather die to all the concepts and ideas that I had in my head. Conscious and unconscious. All the ideas of how I thought things should or should not be. All the ideas that were ruling how my life was presenting, how my life was being created. Knowingly or not those structures and beliefs create my life every single moment. Honestly, it is still happening. As a matter of fact it is happening right now.

I don’t have control over it, but I do have the possibility to be aware of it and observe, what are the thoughts and ideas that underneath are causing my decisions to be taken in a certain way. What are the structures that make my life stay limited to the known and to the past.

I have become a witness of how my life is repeating patterns over and over again. In different shapes or forms, different people, different circumstances, but same in essence.

I see myself appearing again and again in this loop of being tired, sick or my family being sick and me having to hold it. I see myself writing the same things over and over again throughout the years, and I wonder, where is the free will? Where is the freedom? There is a knowing in me that the humanity has the potential to start breaking free from this outdated, rusty structures. Not external, but internal. To break free from them like a baby chick coming out of the eggshell, like a caterpillar in the rebirthing process of coming out as a butterfly. Painful and unknown, uncomfortable and scary, but one thing is for sure, it will happen and it is happening, because nature is doing it. 

We didn’t come here to play it small and be blind, to follow this rules and keep repeating our old stories again and again. We came here to experience freedom, fully. We came here to blossom and rewrite our history, each of us, individually, we have the beautiful opportunity to become fully human, in all our potential.

We have the potential to tap into our greatness and express what we truly are with no limitations. That’s nature, you see? She doesn’t play it small, we can see it all around us, what she’s done, full, intense, powerful, yet incredibly feminine. We were not created by her to be limited by our own internal structures. Yes! They were all needed, they were all so needed and it had to happen, but we can’t keep driving in an old car for a hundred years. The old car had to be invented, and before that the carriage, so the new car could become as it is now. We too had to go through this process, but now we stand at the verge of a new morning, a new beginning where we learn to live in a different way. Today we tap into freedom as we are.